I've had my own trauma, and family tragedies thrown in back my face in regards to bringing up the aforementioned problems. So I got a, "there's no problem here, the other events in your life are the issue we should shift attention towards this as the real problem."
That said I trust myself, what I see, hear, and experience. It is never fine when you are not seen as human, or worth the simple compassion of communication.
I encourage and challenge myself every day to do and be better than the day before. Setbacks are real, but I get back up and resolve to work harder.
I've walked in on, and overheard multiple times people taking the cheapest of shots at me, and letting me know they are doing their damndest to sneak, trick, steal, conspire, hate, and loathe me. I've had to endure people outright speaking ill of me near me.
Rather than continue to push through all toxicity as if it never happened, I'd rather acknowledge and accept that it's happening to me. The end result has been stress on top of stress. It's time to shut this negativity, stress and hate down and out of my life.
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